Now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't pretend that I'm alright.  I try not to think about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me now seem so far away and you can't change me. Nothing's gonna change the things that you said. Nothing's gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back, I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you but you don't understand. It feels like you don't care anymore .